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CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE: Do You Still Believe We Are Children Of Holy Prophecy?

  The Pit – Sometime Later

  The

  room is small. Too small. It feels carved rather than built, a

  box gouged out of the earth and forgotten. The walls sweat with old

  moisture and older stains, dark smears layered upon darker ones,

  soaked so deeply into the stone that no amount of scrubbing could

  ever pull them free. The floor is uneven, gritty beneath the skin,

  tacky in places where something once dried and was never fully

  cleaned away.

  The

  air is wrong.

  It

  is thick with rot and iron and something sour beneath it all. Pain

  lingers here. Not metaphorical pain, real pain, burned into the space

  by years of screaming throats and shattered bodies. To most, it would

  just be filth.

  A

  single light bulb hangs from exposed wiring in the center of the

  ceiling. It sways slightly, casting a weak, jaundiced glow that

  barely reaches the corners. It is far out of reach. Deliberately so.

  The

  door slams open.

  Brilliant

  white light floods in from the hallway beyond, harsh and blinding

  after the dark. Heavy boots thunder across the threshold and Cain and

  Lucille are hurled forward like discarded cargo.

  They

  hit the floor hard.

  Lucille’s

  shoulder slams first, then her hip, then her face narrowly misses

  stone. Pain explodes through her ribs, sharp enough to steal her

  breath. Something pops, audible, sickening, and she gasps, teeth

  grinding as she tries not to scream.

  Cain

  lands beside her with a brutal crack, his bound wrists twisting

  beneath him. He grunts, a deep, involuntary sound, air ripping from

  his lungs as his chest slams into the floor. He tries to roll, tries

  to get his knees under him, but a boot plants squarely between his

  shoulder blades and drives him flat again.

  They

  fight.

  Even

  bound, even stunned, instinct takes over. Lucille kicks blindly, heel

  catching armor. Cain twists, bucks, snarls something raw and

  wordless. It earns him a fist to the side of the helmet, snapping his

  head sideways hard enough to make stars burst behind his eyes.

  The

  Horkosians say nothing. They are men-shaped shadows dressed entirely

  in black, from sealed boots to layered armor plates to featureless

  gloves. No skin shows. Their faces are hidden behind dark goggles and

  masks that reflect nothing back. There is no hesitation in their

  movements. No anger. No cruelty that can be read.

  Just

  purpose.

  They

  haul Lucille upright by the back of her armor. Her feet scrape

  uselessly against the floor as they drag her. She snarls, tries to

  wrench free, but another pair of hands pins her shoulders. A sharp

  mechanical whine sounds as someone reaches behind her back.

  Her

  exoskeleton powers down.

  The

  sudden loss of assisted strength is devastating. The weight she has

  grown accustomed to being supported by crashes down onto her body all

  at once. Her knees buckle immediately. Only their grip keeps her from

  collapsing outright.

  Straps

  are cut. Clasps are forced open. Plates are pried loose with brutal

  efficiency. It feels intimate in the worst way, like being flayed.

  Armor peels away piece by piece, exposing undersuit, then skin, each

  removal leaving her colder, smaller, weaker.

  Cain

  is treated no differently.

  They

  roll him onto his side, wrenching his arms back despite the

  restraints. He growls, muscles straining, but it is useless. His

  exoskeleton shuts down with the same hollow whine and he slams down

  hard as the strength leaves him. His armor is stripped away in

  chunks, thrown aside without care. One plate clatters against the

  wall. Another skids across the floor.

  Neither

  of them is gentle about it.

  When

  the bags are ripped from their heads, the light stabs viciously into

  Lucille’s eyes. She blinks hard, vision swimming, breath coming

  shallow and fast. Cain squeezes his eyes shut for a moment, jaw

  clenched so tight it trembles.

  They

  are left kneeling, wrists bound behind their backs, ankles tied

  tight. Stripped of weapons. Stripped of armor. Reduced.

  The

  Horkosians step back.

  For

  the first time, they simply look at them. Not with curiosity. Not

  with hatred. With assessment. As if checking inventory.

  Then

  they turn as one and leave.

  The

  door slams shut with a final, concussive boom. Internal locks engage,

  metal sliding into place with deep, mechanical clacks that echo

  through the room and into Lucille’s bones.

  The

  light bulb flickers once. Then the room goes dark. True dark. Heavy

  and absolute.

  Lucille

  sucks in a sharp breath, chest hitching as the silence presses in.

  Cain shifts beside her, the faint sound of fabric against stone the

  only proof he is still there.

  The

  room holds them. And whatever has happened here before waits

  patiently to happen again.

  Lucille

  sucks in a breath and immediately regrets it. The air scorches her

  nose and throat, thick and layered, crawling down into her lungs like

  smoke. She coughs once, sharp and involuntary, then clamps her mouth

  shut, fighting the urge to retch. Her wrists strain behind her back

  as she shifts, boots scraping softly against stone.

  “Cain,”

  she calls, her voice low but urgent, the word trembling despite her

  effort to steady it. “Cain, where are you?”

  She

  twists, trying to get her knees under her. Pain flares along her ribs

  where the injury has never truly closed, where stitches have torn and

  been torn again. The restraints bite into her wrists as she tries to

  force her hands forward, tries to wrench free through sheer will.

  It

  is useless.

  The

  cuffs do not give. They only cut. Fire races up her arms, and she

  hisses through clenched teeth, shoulders curling inward as she stops

  before she can do real damage to herself.

  “I’m

  here,” Cain answers from the dark, his voice hoarse but immediate.

  Too immediate. Like he has been holding his breath, waiting for her

  to speak. “I’m here. Don’t move too fast.”

  He

  shifts, the sound of fabric and skin against stone guiding her.

  Lucille crawls toward the noise, awkward and half-blind, knees

  knocking into something solid, his leg. She flinches, then leans into

  it instead, shoulder brushing his arm.

  They

  find each other like that. Not with sight. With contact.

  Cain

  adjusts, turning so their backs are nearly touching, knees drawn up

  as much as the bindings allow. The simple pressure of his presence

  steadies her a fraction, though her heart still hammers like it is

  trying to break free of her chest.

  They

  are both breathing too fast.

  “This

  is wrong,” Lucille whispers. The words spill out of her before she

  can stop them, thin and strained. “This isn’t… this isn’t the

  Exam. This can’t be.”

  “I

  know,” Cain murmurs. He swallows. She can hear it. “I know. This

  isn’t sanctioned. Not like this.”

  Panic

  coils tight in her gut, cold and sharp. Her thoughts scatter,

  fragmenting into jagged pieces. How far did they travel? How long

  were they unconscious? Where are Marcus and Tiber and Decimus?

  She

  clamps down hard on that line of thinking before it can spiral.

  “I

  don’t know where we are,” she says, quieter now. “I don’t

  know how deep. Or how far. I don’t—” Her voice wavers despite

  her. “I can’t smell the forest anymore.”

  Cain

  turns his head slightly toward her voice. “What do you smell?”

  Lucille

  hesitates.

  The

  stench presses in on her again as if in answer, swelling, thickening.

  Rot layered over iron. Old blood. Mold. Human waste. Something

  chemical beneath it all, sharp and biting, like cleaning agents used

  too late and too poorly. But there is more than that, something she

  does not have words for.

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  “I-it’s

  foul,” she whispers. “Burns my nose. My eyes. It’s like…”

  She swallows hard, throat working. “It’s like this place

  remembers.”

  Cain

  goes still.

  “I

  smell something bad,” he says slowly. “Rot. Old blood, maybe. But

  nothing like what you’re describing.”

  Her

  breath catches at that.

  The

  difference terrifies her more than the smell itself.

  “It’s

  stronger for me,” she says, voice barely audible now. “Much

  stronger. It’s like… like I can smell what happened here. Like

  it’s still soaked into the walls. Into the floor.” She shudders

  despite herself. “Like the people who were here before us never

  really left.”

  Cain

  shifts closer, as much as the restraints allow. His shoulder presses

  more firmly against hers.

  “Hey,”

  he murmurs, grounding, deliberate. “Listen to me. You’re here.

  I’m here. We’re alive. That means we think. We wait. We survive.”

  Lucille

  nods, even though he cannot see it. Her eyes burn in the dark, senses

  screaming at her to run, to fight, to tear her way out of the stone

  itself.

  The

  room answers her with silence. Heavy. Patient. As if it knows it has

  time.

  The

  Pit – Three Days Later

  Three

  days blur together in the dark. Time stops meaning anything

  when there is no light to mark it. Hunger becomes a constant ache,

  then a distant throb, then something sharp again. Thirst is worse.

  Thirst becomes everything. Lucille’s tongue feels swollen, split,

  useless in her mouth. Every swallow scrapes like glass. Her head

  pounds in slow, sickening waves, and every breath drags the stench of

  the room deeper into her lungs.

  Cain

  barely speaks anymore. When he does, it is only a whisper, short

  reassurances, half-prayers, fragments of plans neither of them can

  finish forming. They conserve everything. Words. Movement. Hope.

  Then

  the door slams open.

  White

  light floods the room like a weapon.

  Lucille

  cries out despite herself, a broken sound clawed from her throat as

  she jerks her head away. Her eyes burn instantly, tears spilling down

  her cheeks as if her body is trying to protect itself by force. Cain

  groans, twisting as far as his restraints allow, pressing his face

  into his shoulder.

  Boots

  enter. Heavy. Measured.

  Five

  Horkosians step inside.

  One

  of them pushes a cart, metal, tall, layered with drawers and

  compartments, some sliding out, others hinged to swing upward. It

  rattles softly as it rolls, the sound far too neat, far too

  deliberate for what it promises. Another Horkosian turns back and

  slams the door shut.

  Darkness

  crashes down again.

  A

  second later, the lone bulb overhead flicks on.

  The

  light is harsh, yellowed, unforgiving. It casts deep shadows across

  the stains in the floor, across the walls where old marks catch the

  glow and refuse to let it go. Lucille blinks rapidly, vision swimming

  as her eyes try to adjust. Her heart slams against her ribs, each

  beat loud in her ears.

  She

  counts them automatically. Five. All black. All masked. All silent.

  Two

  of them step forward.

  Lucille

  smells the water before she sees it. Clean. Cool. Alive.

  The

  scent hits her like a blow.

  One

  Horkosian stops in front of Cain. He produces a canteen, twists the

  cap free with a sharp, efficient motion, and tilts it toward Cain’s

  mouth. Cain hesitates, only a second, but it feels longer in the

  tense stillness of the room.

  Then

  he nods once and opens his mouth.

  The

  water pours in.

  Cain

  chokes at first, coughing weakly as the first rush overwhelms his

  ruined throat, but he swallows greedily, desperately. His Adam’s

  apple bobs with each gulp, hands straining uselessly behind his back.

  Water spills down his chin and neck, darkening the fabric of his

  undersuit. He doesn’t care. Lucille can hear the sound of it, real,

  wet, life-giving, and her body reacts before her mind can stop it.

  Her

  stomach cramps. Her mouth waters painfully.

  The

  second Horkosian steps in front of her and offers the canteen.

  Lucille

  turns her head away.

  Her

  jaw locks. Her lips press together until they tremble. Every instinct

  screams at her not to accept anything from them. Not mercy. Not

  kindness. Not water that could just as easily be poison.

  “No,”

  she rasps, the word barely audible, torn raw from her throat.

  The

  Horkosian does not hesitate.

  He

  grabs her by the hair. Pain explodes across her scalp as her head is

  wrenched back hard enough to make her see stars. She gasps despite

  herself, and the canteen is already there, its mouth pressed to her

  lips, water sloshing against her teeth.

  She

  thrashes, a low, feral sound tearing from her chest as she tries to

  twist away. The restraints bite into her wrists. Her neck screams in

  protest. The Horkosian’s grip is iron.

  Water

  floods her mouth. She sputters, chokes, then swallows. Her body

  betrays her completely.

  The

  water slides down her throat in burning gulps, shockingly cold,

  impossibly sweet. It hurts. It hurts so badly it makes her eyes water

  again, but she drinks anyway, helpless to stop herself. Each swallow

  feels like survival clawed back from the brink by force.

  When

  the canteen finally pulls away, she sags forward, coughing violently,

  chest heaving. Droplets fall from her mouth to the floor, darkening

  the stone.

  She

  hates herself for it. She hates them more.

  The

  Horkosian releases her hair and steps back without a word. Cain

  twists toward her as much as he can, eyes wide with helpless fury,

  but there is nothing he can do.

  The

  cart rattles softly as one of the others lays a gloved hand on it.

  Lucille

  lifts her head slowly, water still dripping from her chin, breath

  ragged. Her eyes burn, not from the light this time, but from

  something hotter, deeper.

  Only

  one of them speaks. When the voice comes, it does not sound human. It

  is filtered, flattened, stripped of warmth; metallic and measured,

  with a faint mechanical warble that bends syllables just enough to

  make them wrong. The kind of wrong that crawls under the skin.

  “Two-five-seven,”

  the voice says.

  Lucille

  flinches despite herself. Not at the sound, but at the certainty. At

  the way the number lands on her like a name carved into bone. She

  lifts her head instinctively, eyes narrowing, jaw tight, every muscle

  in her body coiling as if for a blow.

  “Two-three-one,”

  the voice continues.

  Cain

  swallows hard. His shoulders tense, his back straightening even

  though he is still on his knees, wrists bound behind him. He breathes

  in slowly through his nose, then out again, the way they were taught.

  Control what you can. Give nothing away.

  The

  Horkosians do not react to either of them. They never do. The one

  with the voice changer steps closer. He does not loom. He does not

  posture. He simply occupies space, precise and inevitable, like a

  machine moving along a programmed track.

  “Confirm

  identity,” he says. “257.”

  Lucille

  does not answer. Her heart hammers so hard she can feel it in her

  throat. Her thoughts race, fragmenting, trying to find something,

  anything, that makes sense of this. Final Exam. Capture. Extraction

  gone wrong. This is not doctrine. This is not training.

  She

  lifts her chin instead.

  A

  hand strikes her from the side. Not hard enough to knock her over.

  Hard enough to snap her head sideways, teeth clicking together, a

  burst of white flashing behind her eyes. She gasps sharply, breath

  hitching.

  “Confirm

  identity,” the voice repeats, unchanged.

  Cain

  jerks forward instinctively. “Stop—”

  He

  does not finish the word.

  Hands

  seize his shoulders, shove him back down. His vision blurs as his

  head snaps forward, then back. The world tilts. He tastes blood.

  Lucille

  growls low in her throat, something feral and ugly. Her nails curl

  against her palms. She forces herself to breathe.

  “Lucille

  Domitian,” she says finally, voice rough but steady. “Cadet.

  Order of the Praevectus.”

  The

  Horkosian tilts his head a fraction of an inch.

  “Incorrect

  format,” he says. “Repeat.”

  Her

  jaw tightens.

  She

  knows what they want. She knows the structure. The cadence. The

  stripping away of self into numbers and classifications. She hates

  that she knows.


  “257,”

  she says, every word dragged out like it costs her something.

  “Lucille Domitian. No House.”

  Another

  blow lands anyway. This one knocks the breath from her lungs. She

  folds forward with a sharp, broken sound, shoulders shaking as she

  fights to pull air back in. The floor feels too close, too cold. Her

  stitches burn, a hot, tearing sensation that makes her vision swim.

  Cain’s

  breathing turns ragged.

  “House,”

  the voice says calmly. “State House affiliation.”

  “I

  don’t have one,” Cain snaps before he can stop himself. “Neither

  does she.”

  The

  silence that follows is worse than the noise.

  The

  Horkosian turns his masked face toward Cain slowly.

  “231,”

  he says. “You will answer when addressed.”

  A

  hand grips Cain’s jaw, forcing his head up. Cain meets the blank

  lenses of the goggles, heart pounding so hard it feels like it might

  burst through his chest. He thinks of maps. Of horses. Of Lucille

  riding ahead of him with the wind in her hair. He thinks of anything

  but this.

  “State

  House affiliation,” the voice repeats.

  Cain

  exhales through his nose. “None,” he says. “Independent cadet.”

  The

  grip on his jaw releases.

  For

  half a second, he thinks that was the right answer.

  Then

  the pain comes anyway, sharp, disorienting, stealing his breath and

  leaving his limbs trembling. He bites down hard, refusing to cry out,

  refusing to give them that.

  Lucille

  watches it happen.

  That

  might be the worst part. She memorizes every sound Cain makes. The

  hitch in his breathing. The way his shoulders tense. The way he

  refuses to scream. It carves something deep into her chest, something

  cold and furious.

  They

  keep going.

  Questions

  come in a steady, relentless stream. Names. Dates. Instructors.

  Psychological profiles. Words Lucille has never said aloud spoken

  back to her with surgical precision. Thoughts she thought were hers

  alone peeled open and examined.

  They

  repeat questions. They twist answers. They circle back without

  warning.

  Every

  hesitation earns a strike. Every refusal earns two. Sometimes even

  the truth is punished, as if honesty itself is just another weakness

  to be beaten out of them.

  Lucille’s

  hands shake behind her back. Not from fear, she tells herself that

  over and over, but from the effort of holding herself together. She

  stares at the stained floor and counts her breaths, counts the

  cracks, counts the seconds between questions.

  Cain’s

  voice grows hoarse. He starts answering slower, choosing each word

  like it might be the wrong one. He glances at Lucille when he can,

  brief flickers of eye contact in the chaos, silent checks: Are you

  still here? Are you still you?


  She

  answers every look.

  Yes.

  Yes. I am still here.


  The

  Horkosian with the voice changer pauses at last.

  “You

  are not exceptional,” he says flatly. “Neither of you. Your

  resistance is expected. Your loyalty is predictable. Your bonds are

  catalogued.”

  He

  turns slightly, gesturing to the others.

  “They

  will break,” he continues. “All do.”

  Lucille

  lifts her head, pain screaming through her neck and shoulders.

  “You

  don’t know a damn thing about us,” she spits.

  For

  the first time, the voice hesitates. Only for a fraction of a second.

  Then the lights flicker overhead, buzzing softly, and the Horkosian

  steps back as if the matter is already settled.

  “Session

  concluded,” he says. “For now.”

  The

  others move in again.

  Lucille

  braces herself, teeth bared, heart still pounding, but beneath it

  all, buried deep under the fear and the pain and the stink of the

  room, something else takes root.

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